I Still Think About You
I still think about you.
I will think about you.
It sucks cuz the happiness I last had with a woman was with you.
But now I never see you & I don’t know what to do.
I don't know if I should send you a message.
Nah scratch that cuz it will end up in another unlearned lesson.
I'm stubborn & want you with me.
My mind tells me to contact you so I can be free
But should I throw an ad on craigslist instead?
Nope. cuz then random women will end up in my bed.
I'll just keep on working on bettering myself.
Even if it means going thru a personal hell.
Then I can make it to paradise.
I can have peace in my life.
So with that being said, I will wage a war within myself no more.
Until the right day comes just know I love you & im torn
© 2018 Eric Golden