let me tell you something you probably don't know.
I don't know who am writing about, but my brain does. It knows but I honestly have no idea. The only clue it tends to give me is I maybe know you already, ( have met you, that is)
Sometimes I feel like am crazy, literally. And as the days keep on passing by am pretty much convinced that I might just be. For starters, am writing to someone I don't know, someone am pretty positive might not exist in this galaxy.
And the more I try not to think about it, my brain just assumes we should argue and fight see who wins.
Sometimes it feels good. I mean, an imaginary person who makes coffee just the way I like it, and knows when I need a hug.. I mean, that's pretty perfect, even if it doesn't last for long. Sometimes I even buy the ideas and it brings me a strange happiness that I wish could be real... and it probably last just long enough
Weird thing, is I buy it everytime and will continue doing so even if it feels like a simulation. It would be better if at least I knew your name because ina weird way, I think its gonna happen. Eventually.
Without even thinking, am pretty certain I already have met the love of my life, and you are real... Problem is I just don't know you just yet.
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