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I Don't Mean To Be A B*tch- An Apology

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BITCH- An Apology

I don't mean to feel internally cold on the inside. I just do.

I don't mean to scream and yell at you, that's just me upset at myself. I just do.

I don't mean to have daily tear breakdowns. I just do.

I don't mean to be emotionally unstable. I just do.

I don't mean to feel so angry on the inside. I just do.

I don't mean to be distant. I just do.

I don't mean to be emotionally unavailable. I just do.

I don't mean to be selfish. I just do.

I don't mean to be a narcissist. I just do.

I don't mean to feel in distress at every waking moment of the day. I just do.

I don't mean to be a slut and try to sleep with your best friend. I just do.

I don't mean to be so erratic. I just do.

I don't mean to be such a neurotic. I just do.

I don't mean to be so impulsive. I just do.

I don't mean to be so expensive. I just do.

I don't mean. . . . excuses excuses excuses excuses excuses excuses. . . .

I don't mean. . . .


I don't mean to be me. I don't mean to be this. I live life on autopilot. But, I'm trying to not be a bitch, but I don't mean to be so cold. I don't mean to have my claws out like a wildcat. I don't mean to bite, it was instinct. I don't mean to be this way. But, at least I'm pretty.

Comments

BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on January 14, 2020:

Dani,

I love this apology with the last line being...at least I'm pretty.

Sometimes that lets others over look are mistakes but as you get older you will have to take a different route.

Nice one.