Holy Energy

Media Flash Boards And

Television Commercials

Tempting And Toying

Increasing My Appetite

For Desire

The Holy Energy That

Once Sparkled Inside Me

Seems To Be Dissipating

I'm Chasing Desires Like A

Dog Chasing A Ball

My Desires Are Becoming

Like A Prison Of Chains

I Feel I'm Sinking In A

Violent Ocean Current

Pulling Me Further Away From

The Holy Energy

Of God

Nothing I Buy Or Do

Seem To Quench My Thirst

For Happiness And Joy,

That I Once Felt.

I'm Spinning More Into

The Depth Of Sadness

I've Entered Into The

Quick Sand Of Torment

Continual , Non Stop

Chatter Of My Mind

I Cry Out Loud,

"Some One Help I Can't Think"

I Fall Onto My Knees

Feeling Like A Child

That Lost His Way Home

In Tears Of Fear...

I'm Drowning In My Tears

I Feel Like I'm In The Lions Den

Of Fire

Bitter Taste Of Agony

Kisses Your Mind

I'm In The Chains Of Bondage

Please God Release My Mind

I Cry Out Christ Name Praying

"Please Help Me I've Gone

Astray"

I Pull Myself Up Off The Floor

Knowing,

I've Allowed My Self To Become

The Chain Master Of My Desires

Prison Of Darkness

A Willing Victim?