Hidden Shame
Cheryl is a poet, freelance writer, author, and former newspaper columnist. She has degrees in Psychology and Biblical studies
The eyes shift downward
Her head drops in shame
Too many years she’s been called ugly names
Boney, skinny, string bean, too tall in height
High yellow, light bright and damn near white
They yanked her pigtails shouting “good hair”
Ignored her on the playground as if she was not there
Flat chested with toothpick legs they say
Sometimes telling her she cannot play
The mirror indicates to her that it's true
There's no one to tell her you just be you
Embarrassed disrespected rejected and hurt
Laughed at scorned kicked down in the dirt
In adulthood weight and confidence have been gained
But painful childhood memories will always remain
Sometimes still her reflection has cast down eyes
Indicating the hidden shame she still carries inside
She tries so hard to not to seem insane
Bit the chold hood memories of pain, remain.
© 2020 Cheryl E Preston
Comments
OLUSEGUN from NIGERIA on March 06, 2020:
To move forward we have to grow over this, surrounding ourselves with positive minded people.
Cheryl E Preston (author) from Roanoke on February 02, 2020:
Yes it truly is
Anya Ali from Rabwah, Pakistan on February 01, 2020:
Heartbreaking! Bullying is as serious a problem as climate change and nuclear armament.
Cheryl E Preston (author) from Roanoke on January 31, 2020:
Yes that’s true
OLUSEGUN from NIGERIA on January 31, 2020:
It is like a scar of a wound on the body, you will always remember the scene. Good!
Cheryl E Preston (author) from Roanoke on January 31, 2020:
Thank you for your kind words as always Ms. Dora.
Dora Weithers from The Caribbean on January 31, 2020:
Shameful also for those who caused the shame to the victim. You captured the emotional fallout really well. Thanks for keeping this situation before us.
BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on January 28, 2020:
Cheryl,
This is such a great poem.
Being bullied and called names stick to one throughout his life.
No matter how much confidence one gains it always lives in the back of his mind.
I wish this would stop, but it seems to have gotten worse with the technolgy age we are now.
Word spreads in instant seconds...it is awful.
Thanks for sharing.
Cheryl E Preston (author) from Roanoke on January 28, 2020:
Thank you Jodah
John Hansen from Queensland Australia on January 28, 2020:
What a powerful poem with a clear and important message. The evil associated with bullying and shaming, and the need to fit in.
Lorna Lamon on January 28, 2020:
I feel there is a lot of shame attached to those who are bullied. Your poem shows this shame and the fact it can remain into adulthood. A powerful message Cheryl.