Bachelors Degree in Organizational Behavioral Psychology with a background in Autism, Mental Health, Business Psychology
Praying For Help...From Above
It’s 2 am and I can not sleep,
So much guilt, I continue to reap.
Not my fault I can not be real,
My life taken, is how I feel.
Intimacy I crave to be held close,
Loved past what I’m diagnosed.
Terrified to love as everyone leaves,
Not an emotion, taught to believe.
Pain when it ends just too much to feel,
Vulnerability destroys, can not heal.
Meltdown episodes are normal for me,
An emotional prison, need to be free
Apologies again to yet another man,
Relationship known better to begin.
Yearning to find someone who stays,
Each time I try, it’s them that betrays.
God please help me I’m in love with him so,
Ruined again long before it I know.
Save me before it’s way too late,
Lost all faith in love and a soulmate.
Sad, tired, I lost the passion to live,
So much love yet in my heart to give
Help me learn so I can have true love,
Need divine intervention from above.
Promises I Can’t Keep by: Mike Shinoda
© 2020 Abigayle Malchow-Rourk
Jason Nicolosi from AZ on February 12, 2020:
Exemplary job on this poem. Very beautifully and emotional. Nicely wrote. Well done!
Abigayle Malchow-Rourk (author) from Wisconsin on February 12, 2020:
Thank you!! That means a lot! Positive words made my day!
Lorna Lamon on February 12, 2020:
Your poem is so poignant and yet I feel there is still hope within the lines. Beautifully written Abigayle it has a lyrical feel to it. Lovely.