A lost heartbeat
But a gained angel
Hate that I had to give you up
I was afraid of the consequences
But was 16 and ready to bring you into the world
My reason to breathe and live
My motivation to be the person I should be
I think about you alot
How you would of looked
How old you would of been
How beautiful you would of been
Would be here with me right now
Soon to wake up for school
Would of had someone to grow up with
Have fun with
I will see you soon
In another life
Have you in my arms
Holding you tight
Close to my heart
Mommy loves you and she's sorry
But for now...Heaven Has An Angel
© 2020 Chelsea Charlotten
Chelsea Charlotten (author) on January 19, 2020:
Thank u so much!!! Yes definitely hardest decision ever
BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on January 19, 2020:
I can feel the heartache in your words.
It is a tough decision to make.
The writing is good.
Chelsea Charlotten (author) on January 17, 2020:
Thanks so much Lorna. Appreciate it.
Lorna Lamon on January 17, 2020:
Such a beautiful and heartbreaking poem Chelsea. A wonderful tribute and the title is so fitting. Lovely.