I wrote this a few minutes ago for my own therapy while going through a long ago needed divorce.
There are lies about me
told and believed
Don't know all that they are saying
but I know they aren't true
loving or caring
All I ever wanted was genuine connections with all of them
which I thought I already had
God knows the truth
as does one who lived with us
and another one believes me
and knows that I'm sincere
Grateful is an understatement
for how this makes me feel
not everyone is so fortunate as I
in this regard
I need to surround myself with truth and positivity
thus quenching the lies which flit through my brain
Hopefully I will feel back to myself again soon
It has already begun
From the time that I left
Kathryn Collins (author) from UK on September 25, 2020:
Brenda, your heart felt words mean more than I can say. Thank you for the empathy!
BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on September 24, 2020:
I can feel the heartache the lies have caused in these heartfelt words.
It is difficult to move ahead when one wants the truth to be known.
The truth will eventually reveal & the ugliness will shine through.
Stay true to oneself and make the best of your own life.
Life is too short to worry & waste your valuable time.