Rdsparrowriter is a Sri Lankan Poetess written story books in poetry form. She's passionate and writes from heart covering subjects.
Today I like to celebrate God's grace and His faith in me
Have I wasted time whenever I get a new responsibility?
It made me wonder when a young man commented of me
Is waiting on the Lord foolish before a commitment of unity?
Have I wasted time waiting for 'The One' to approach me?
Have I wasted years preparing myself for Holy Matrimony?
Am I supposed to jump into a relationship just because?
Fearing that my aging years has no pause.
Waiting in the Lord doesn't mean enduring loneliness
For me, it means celebrating and appreciating my singleness
Spending time with my loved ones, giving a helping hand
Having a deeper relationship with my Papa God.
I get more time to spend on improving myself
Reading and writing, painting my furniture and shelf
Singing, dancing, baking and having fun with my playmates
Watching cartoons, sewing, crochet and to make fun crafts.
If God has a purpose for my life then why worry?
I'm glad how God has created me since I'm not in a hurry
To jump into a relationship just because the others are
My biological clock has its limits and ticking so fast.
I desire Papa God to be my Author and Holy Matchmaker
If I to ever enter into the covenant of married life together
I will not chase, try to convince or manipulate another
I work to better myself by practicing purity before God the Father.
If my heart is genuinely interested only I can move forward
Otherwise it's not that I'm commitment phobic or a coward
I cannot accept just anyone as my special life partner
If my heart is not filled with peace, I can't be the lifetime supporter.
My prayer is that whoever comes my way to find their 'One'
When I know that I'm not the chosen, to be their 'One'
May God's grace and favour be in abundance in their lives
As they move forward with their search and married lives.
Before last year I wasn't ready or sure that I wanted to be married even
Since last year only I have started praying seriously asking God for my 'One'
If it is His plan and purpose for me to become 'One flesh' with His chosen
To prepare my heart to accept and respect him as my 'Special godly One'.
It made me wonder whether I'm too late to pray for my life partner?
Do I even have what it takes to be in a relationship as a helper?
So all my doubts and negative thoughts that I have, I write to my Papa God
And I expectantly wait for an answer from my Papa God.
So the other day I was watching TV and I told my wish to Him
How nice it would be if someone thought of me as theirs other than Him
Just imagine my surprise after two days when I visited my girl Willow
She took my hand while guiding me to toy room said, "You are mine" in mellow.
My heart felt so special ,so warm and filled with happiness
I didn't know Papa God would answer even my wishes
Seeing an actor saying to his girl in a drama only I told Him
Since it wasn't really a serious prayer, it was just sharing with Him.
It's amazing how Papa God cares for me so much
I feel truly special and knowing that He listen so much
I pray that I get to be closer to Him all the days of my life
I don't like to compromise my values to become a wife.
I enjoy reading His Word and discovering new revelations
I learn when I listen to teachers and Pastors
I'm happy knowing that I have Papa God by my side
His arms are the safest place for me to hide.
I'm grateful for Papa God's provision and protection
Being His is the best choice and decision
For me, Papa God is my True Love on earth
So I wait for His plan and purpose in faith.
I'm just surprised even now thinking how Papa God would answer even a simple wish. I'm just glad to know that He listens to me :)