Val has evolved his own model of a happy and out-of-box processing of the reality with different techniques and routinized daily practices.
Life truly is what you make of it. The purpose and meaning of life is the purpose and meaning that you give it.
-- Steven Redhead
"Full of myself" best defines my state
but not in the sense it's usually meant
rather it is something particularly great
without signals of selfishness being sent.
I do notice and appreciate all those around me
but there is an honesty part I have to mention
it's about our mind with which we always see
meaning ourselves coloring all our attention.
We give selective suchness to everything outside
we are full of ourselves whether we like it or not
it's got nothing to do with selfishness or pride
but acting out only nature that we have got.
For, people see themselves differently than we do
and their sense of self we can never duplicate
so who they really are we don't have a clue
all that we ever do is create and create.
We try to bridge the reality that we share
with words and what we call common sense
but no matter how much we may honestly care
it's just a reality of our mind, so unique and dense.
Most of that is unconsciously done
especially since people live half asleep
and their creations don't feel like much fun
as they live the programs ingrained and deep.
Well, I'm trying to create consciously the best I can
mostly choosing the meaning of whatever I see
which makes me a sort of some odd man
but that's just the way I choose to be.
So chances are, if we would ever meet
I would be looking for that best about you
while creating my reality pleasant and sweet
as being always "full of myself" that's what I do.
© 2022 Val Karas