Deep down I want to forgive those who have hurt me
Who have scarred me for life
If I was completely honest
A part of me that is not fully healed
wants to tear them apart as they did to me
Make them pay for the hurt and physical and mental abuse,
While the other side of me wants peace.
I know better now to not want revenge
To be their when karma turns things around
Specifically those who ruined my chances of giving life
For there sick twisted games
To hurt someone and see the result.
Now they are having a normal life
While I am not sure if I will ever get that chance.
Then I am reminded we are given new life
once we forgive and let go,
I deserve that peace
I will finally have the healing I deserve
All that is meant for me will come to me