A college student who aspire to be a professional writer by passion.
For most of my life, I’ve been thinking
What will happen to me in the in the future?
Though I’m still in the process of basic learning
But I’m already feeling pressure.
My mind is always at war.
She always fight with herself.
She said “you cannot go far”
But she also said “just believe in yourself”.
Overthinking struggles me and ruins my way.
It keeps me awake every night and day.
I just can’t help myself but cry
And it almost stop me to try.
I’m such a pessimistic person
And I’m always worrying about everything.
I am afraid to not meet their expectation
And it’s quite depressing.
I just wanted to be happy and enjoy life
To know what it was feeling in peace.
I need to avoid this mind strife.
Hoping this war between myself and I will cease.
Ninya Garcia (author) from Quezon city on June 09, 2021:
Lorna Lamon on June 08, 2021:
I enjoyed this poem full of thoughts of the future. I feel that the best thing we can do is live each day to the full and the future will take care of itself.