Two Poems: "Flutters" and "Ways to Make a Moth"

Updated on October 4, 2018
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Veronica has had her writing published in several literary journals since 2015. She holds an MA in Literature from American University.

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Introduction: "Flutters" and "Ways to Make a Moth"

"Flutters" is poem that marked my angst over the temporal nature of the world. I wrote this poem as an atheist (and a nihilist), shortly before becoming a Christian. It often reminds me of why I need Christ: because without the love of God, the world and all the beauty in it lead to nothing but death.

"Ways to Make a Moth" was also written before my conversion. This poem was an experiment, based on my observations of a moth on my wall heading towards my lamp, but now I believe it reveals my frustrations during that time.

The moth is a butterfly clothed in darkness, searching for the color of day in false light. Looking back on it, that seems to convey the state of humanity - living in darkness, searching for light and life. Throughout the poem, the moth is not quite alive, shaped by human hands, still missing something. But by the end, it finds life by letting the light penetrate it fully, breaking through all the emptiness and darkness. Though I wasn't a Christian at the time, it serves as an apt metaphor for my later conversion.

Flutters

a butterfly flutters past my face
and I want to catch it in my net
stop its flight
(end its life)
so I can examine her
pin her wings
on scrap paper
put her in glass
let the dust collect
on her body
so whenever I feel
that all beauty is
gone
I can retrace the fading color
in her winged skin
and feel human again
like when I sit in the sun
and a butterfly flutters past my face

Ways to Make a Moth

In cotton folds of grandma musk
there’s a caterpillar wrapped in fur
fine and short
for dandelion flight
on a black breeze

Find two small moldy leaves
frayed and softened
made of dead Autumn whipped up
in an abbreviated ant tornado
sweeping an empty parking lot

Make wings that flutter
like a drowsy baby laugh
sucking and snorting
choking with mother's milk

Trace an invisible trail
that flowers and dies
like cracks along a white wall
a wanton route to the meaning of pleasure

Find a bulb, blind and burning

Hold it there until you see
a brown that revels in a spectrum
akin to elusive day
bleeding through night's needlework
like a butterfly blaze.



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© 2018 Veronica McDonald

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