Feeling Too Much

I am a graphic designer by profession and loves to read and write in my free time. I have a keen interest in writing poetries.

This feeling that I am feeling is just too much,

I can't stand anyone's stare, I don't need no touch

I want to be alone, Oh! please leave me behind

You all can move on, I don't want this life.

How can I explain, stop asking me what happened

I don't know what I am feeling, it's empty like a vessel,

I want to be alone, Oh! just leave me behind

You all can move on, I don't need this life.

Depression as they say, you have to speak about it,

How can I say anything when I don't even know what's going on inside

I want to be alone, Oh! please leave me behind

You all can move on, I don't want this life.

I feel this painful throbbing in my heart,

I can't breathe, I feel like falling apart

I want to be alone, Oh! just leave me behind

You all can move on, I don't need this life.

When it's all over, maybe I can tell what happened,

All the stress, all the anxiety and all the depression

I would proudly say that I've overcome it all

I want to live, I don't wanna be alone.

© 2021 Parul Rawat