I am in a place where everything seem worthless.
Where all you can feel is pain and nothingness.
A place where you just want to scream to create a
Because the silence is overpowering your voice.
I cried it out for so many night,
Until i gave up the idea of finding the light.
My faith was ruined, i show no life.
It's like i'm a fighter without a fight.
Night and day, i longed for death.
To end up the sorrow, i even wished not to breathe.
I've accepted the fact that i'm a lost soul,
A soul that no one wants and no one will haul.
Now i'm breathing and still living,
With no direction and it's confusing.
Do i have purpose for this so called life,
Because now i wanna give up because it feels to be right.
manatita44 from london on July 11, 2021:
You are a child of the universe, even greater than the moon and stars. You have a right to be here. You are a gift of love and She is shaping you, like the Divine Alchemist that She is, into a most beautiful rose. Continue to reach for the Temple of the sun. Love you, welcome here.
About your poetry. It is very beautiful!! Welcome here!