Alot of times my own mind is my worst enemy, especially nights that I catch myself staring into the ceiling over analyzing everything.
Thoughts making me depressed,
Not prepared for life's test,
Endless path of nothing,
Just want to feel something,
Laughing but it's no joke,
Happiness is found when I croak,
Better off dead is what I said,
Lay in a bed that's colored red,
Blood seeps through the flooring,
Life has gotten too damn boring,
I despise existence,
No drive for persistence,
I'm numb by feeling too much,
Mentally destroying myself as such.
© 2018 Tommy Hall