Poem By Caroline T.G
I do want to get over you.
Except when, like last night, I spend my dreams with you.
I do wish it would never end.
It is really hard to live the day as if nothing happened after that.
I am lost. In thoughts.
Do you really never think about me? Never miss me?
Am I obsesses? Am I a stalker? Am I sick?
Why does it feel so unfair to still be so infatuated after all these years!
10. 10 years and still not over you.
Despite a new life that I love.
Despite a new lover I am fond of
and a very fulfilling occupation.
What should I do about this?
What shouldn't I do?
I want to see you, to confront the idea of you with the reality.
Understand that I have idealized you,
that I have even made up some traits of your personality.
I want to see you live a life I despise and tell myself with much content
" You didn't know him after all, you were mistaking about him.
Now you're done. You really are.
But what if I lose something crucial in the process?