True sadness. The kind that makes you want to crawl into a hole and render yourself lifeless. It's the type of downward spiral that gets you to a place where you no longer desire to try anymore, where you refuse to pick yourself back up and keep moving forward. This world has quickly swam out into the middle of the ocean and now we are drowning. Demons, minions, the heartless and soulless, they toy with the mortal soul and leave us to die in the dirt of our own graves. When we humans use to live for hundreds of years, we now live barley to reach the old age of 90. Our bodies break down and age so quickly now. The violence is real, the innocent is a struggle to keep safe and we fail each and every day. A heart wrenching, gut lurching pain that we don't know how to raise up from. We pull each other down so much that we no longer know happiness, the one thing we crave. By chance when we find it then the guilt comes like pouring rain. Acid rain that never stops until it burns away every sincere smile you once owned. Heartache.