Don't Lose Yourself

The author wants to accept the fact that death is a natural phenomenon for whoever has come to life.

I can pretend that I can't

I can be what I want

and pretend like I don't care

but I might fall apart

You are so cruel to me

I just want to love myself

Why keep bothering me

why keep hindering my path

I might not show it to you

but I have sealed my true colors

in blue and grey

to please you

Be what you expect

I am tired of it

I want to leave it all

I just want to be myself

because you are not honest

I want to be perfect

but I can't

It's not fair

I am so sick of it

I might go crazy

but I won't forget my values

no matter what

I won't lose myself again.