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Do Not Ask Me To Love You If You Will Not Change My Name. 31-33

I am a delegate of World Sleep Day and a motivational speaker.

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Tomorrow Is August

Tomorrow is August.

I do not have a thing,
And that is the thing,
Nothing I can do to preserve love,
Except his love for me,
But he says:
I do not hate you -
A rumble feeling
That is as plain as a plank,
A dry wood,
Without a function,
Lying there and telling me to give attention,
How can I?
When I am just a secondary school
Of thought,
Of attraction,
Of side admiration,
I am no fool -
There must be a time to grow,
To be a man,
And get hold of your woman:
He is doing just that
With someone he calls friend today
And madam tomorrow.

How can I fight for such a man?
Why should I fight for what is mine?
If it is not mine should I fight?
I admit
I have been defeated,
I want to lose,
In fact I have lost,
So I tell him:
Go to your madam,
I wish you both happy married life,
It is your desire,
If it is not,
I won’t be left alone,
While you keep someone else warm,
It is your wish;
If it were not,
You will not belittle me,
And rub shame on my face,
By telling me to get your attention.


If I were you,
You will be my attention
My extension
Of what love really is.

I am happy we used twelve midnight
To tell truths,
Even though you know where your heart belongs,
So let’s call them truths,
Because you chose them:
Tomorrow is August,
Good bye.

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Do Not Ask Me To Love You If You Will Not Change My Name

Do not ask me to love you if you will not change my name.

I am afraid of words;
They can bite if rejected,
So I keep quiet
Inflamed inside,
Wishing and walking in my sleep.
Promises from a million men,
Carve my fingers with gold,
Kiss my lips with vows,
It is you I want.

My wish;
Is a suitor every woman wants,
A diamond they dream of;
And I am a woman that walks into
The fantasy of every man:
So we must merge.

I am complicated,
Eye's you cannot read;
Lips you cannot understand
And a face that makes words stutter,
But in my blossom rest a picture of you -
If only my dress was revealing.


How can I say what is in my heart,
Who shall I tell:
I trust no one
And you must not too,
Only the bed I lay on
And the pillow under my head;
Knows the burning passion
And restless night you give me.

I am not a lonely woman.
Kings fall by me,
And for me,
But for you O my Lord:
My body shakes.


I do not know what to tell you
For you to know:
I want you as my man;
When you do know:
Do not ask me to love you
If you will not change my name.

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Do Not Be Misled.

Do not be misled.

I am happy it is over,
Short and quick,
Leaving me on time,
For real love to occupy.
There was love somewhere;
Even when I never wanted it:
Thank you for giving someone better a chance once again.


He is smart;
Hard black man,
With good coins;
And a fast career.
He is man:
Man enough for me.

You overtook him -
But slacked along the way,
Thank you for being so kind -
You thought best of me:
This is how I feel;
I pray Matins is ready this time.

I cannot remember you,
Because I do not want to remember you:
Anymore.

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© 2020 Jade George Anibor