Mote Anita Ojei is a creative writer, highly talented and professional. She is a graduate in English and also a media personnel.
Dear Judy 2 (Model Kelicha)
Dear Judy 2
Our story has become a sad long one
So sad it made me cry John
Am not teary for the marriage that couldn't work out
But for the time and years I wasted with you.
Sometimes in life, we make a very grave mistake
So dire that it could put our lives in stake
And all my life I have always let God do the leading
But with you, I was ahead of God, what a pity.
Growing up in a dysfunctional home
Mum had to raise us alone
We were brought up as Christians
And it has helped me through this years.
Then you came along
And with you was where I belong
You were a broken man from a broken home
It didn't matter to me for i knew we would make a great home
But on the night to my wedding
My mum came to me at the balcony
My sweet baby Judy
Are you sure he would forever be your honey
We both have similar backgrounds, i replied
So we would never try to leave each other side
Mum smiled, two wrongs don't make a right
But those words didn't sink well that night
John, our marriage was hell on earth
You changed or maybe the real you emerged
We fight at every little thing
Making it look we were in a ring
I knew you were cheating also
I saw the messages on your phone
Agnes, Mirabel, Janice, Nancy
The names of those girls in my head won't just go
It hurt really, it really did
Lying you were travelling but knowing you were with one of them
I cried all night, all night indeed
That was when I realised God wasn't with me the whole time
Why did you ever do that, was I not attractive to you anymore?
Why did you break my heart, was I already a bore
The day you hit me, was the height of it all
You said all those years I never contributed anything to your life
I looked at you as you watched me hit my back against the wall
Yours words pierced like knife
I cried to God for direction
I didn't know where my life was heading
All my life I'd crave for a marriage full of affection
But sadly I knew my marriage was ending
I swallowed my pride and told my mum all that I've been through
With tears she hugged me blaming me for what I went into
Have you read Mathew five thirty two?
She said looking at me very deeply
Some marriage are savable Judy
But yours ain't one
If I were you, I would leave that marriage quickly
And pray to God for that special one.
The day I made up my mind to leave
You planted on my cheek a kiss
As though you knew, it was going to be the last
Hot tears rushed down my cheeks
Now I've found that special one
That special man from a perfect home
And yes he makes me laugh
Gives me the things you never had —LOVE
John, I've never been happier
I'm sorry, I can't leave him for you
You have become my past dear boo
Thank you for making me stronger
Thank you for making me a better person
And I'm sure you've nothing to thank me for
Since I've never contributed anything in your life
As I write this, I see you walking into the house I used to call home.
Am not stalking you, just want to have a last look of you.
I wish you the best and pray you find that special someone.