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Dear Gummy Bear

Miel is a licensed teacher, a "Jane-of-all-trades" master of none, with a passion for writing.

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A sequel from How a Gummy Bear Can Light Up My Life

I am at awe at what God must’ve been contemplating when He created you. You’re a miracle anyplace, and on every occasion God plants you.

My existence is at the moment, bursting with gratitude for the sheer wonder in my life. How could you not be? I get to see my sunrise and sunset in your eyes.

You’re more than enough.

What more can I have over in my life? God gave me the best remarkable friend in the world. I am aware you have your demons inside you that at times as well turn you into a monster. But aren’t we all?

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Photo by Mohamed Nohassi on Unsplash

Your radiance flickers more intense than your confined conflicts. I’ve come to bow that you’re ordained into a higher purpose. I am at peace to that truth. Still, I love you.

At any moment, I can take on my passing. I found my missing patch. You crafted me whole again. In a short time, your presence (notably your most magnetic smile) brought me back in one piece.

I am heedless of what God has in store for my time ahead. But, I consider my lone being adequate. Without question, I will not once find someone in the same way as you. I will not ever find joy from somebody.

You handed me the joy that’s been forgotten deep inside me. My spring of bliss isn’t you. Then again, you revealed that the treasure I’ve been looking for is in me. You gave me the key.

I don’t look for love anymore. I’ve found you. With or without you beside me, it doesn’t break the truth that my heart now sleeps in yours. No questions asked. Whether you feel the same or not, I love you no matter what.

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Photo by Fritz Bielmeier on Unsplash

With you in my time

I’m dwelling at God’s dazzling miracle this instant because you caught me as your friend. My heart was restless until God made it rest in you. One step at a time, I’ll also thrive to where God will plant me. I have you as my sunshine and water from God’s mighty hands.

I found a home to rest in you. No one is capable of consoling me and making me feel I’m safe now. Your existence never fails to make me feel protected and sheltered.

I must say I envy the folks who are around you. They bask in your light. They get to see God’s paramount wonder all the time.

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Photo by Christopher Harris on Unsplash

If reincarnation is real, I’d ask God to bring me to the next lifetime somewhere I can have you for me. I’d spend 150 years or more as long as it’s beside you. I want to grow old with you.

Even when you mature as a cranky and snappish bald fat man, I will still prefer to grow old with you for a hundred years on the next lifetime. You will always be my gummy bear. And if there’s no reincarnation, I’m gratified that once in a lifetime, I have you in my heart and life.

Thank you for opening the doors for me.

I was right all along, and you carry the keys to my life. Because of you, I was able to open the door from my past to forgive myself. The door also releases me from my past wounds on the way to my healing.

I won’t be able to live at present if I keep looking back. The key opened my past for forgiveness and confined it behind me so I could, at this point, be conscious at hand. How did you know I need that?

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Photo by Silas Köhler on Unsplash

The second key opened the door to my present life. I must take on everything the world pitches at me. My God is my strength; what shall I fear?

At this time, I open my arms to love the people around me further. Isn’t what the key to the present time should be? Carpe diem. And love more and more, no questions asked. My God is my source of love, even when overlooked, I still have more to give.

I have more love to give you. My lifetime’s reason is to love you. The path into the future will at all times be volatile, but God’s love never changes. And so will mine.

I love you with all that I am. You’re all that I see. You’re all that I feel. For more than a decade, no matter how I contain how I feel for you, it grows over time. I’m swimming in unknown territory. But, I’d rather be here than somewhere where a path is laid yet still lost.

You’re the third key

I’m giving you back the third key. There’s already joy and fulfillment in the two keys for me. Isn’t it time, you open the door bound for you?

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Photo by Brianna Santellan on Unsplash

Open the door God intends you to do. Because until the end of time, He secures you will remain to live up to your life’s ultimate dedication.

Whatever it will be, I will for eternity, your main aficionado who will stay on where I’m supposed to be, praying and loving you for always. I love you to the moon and back. I love you to infinity and beyond.

Prequel to How Do I Love An Angel Like Him.

Love Never Fails by Brandon Heath

© 2019 Miel Reyes

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