Chaos
How do you get back to life when you don't even feel alive
How do you keep on moving when you are so tired
How do you still smile when your heart is broken and mad
How do you still speak so kindly when your mind is in chaos
How do you still feel the sun, feel its warm light when you only see darkness
How do you still dream of the future when today feels so long and not right
How do you still look at these people around you when all you see is yourself, not alone but oh so lonely
How do you still throw your stupid jokes when the life you know is not funny anymore
How do you still eat when the taste is all bitter, not right
How do you still listen to music when all you want is to shut the sound off your mind
How do you still talk to yourself and say that everything will be okay when you don't even know how to do life
How do you still keep on walking ahead when you don't know what's there
How do you stay strong when your heart is beat
Chaos has been your peace for a while now
How do you see the light
You have this look in you- stubbornness and pride
You scare me
You amaze me
You have been here before
You fought
How do you do it
You don't even know
You are amazing
Your mind is in chaos but your heart is fine.