Can You Unscramble My Mind?
HI, welcome to my hubpages :) I'm usually not into fault finding as I'm not a big fan of it, since things are a little too bothersome I ended up writing.
Can you unscramble my mind?
Can you unscramble my mind?
Why I am the way I am I wonder?
I don't understand why it is in my mind?
Why I keep avoiding, all I can do is wonder..
Once there was a young couple
That lady mispronounced an English Word
So a little girl was looked down by the couple
Simply because she tried to teach the correct pronunciation of the word.
The husband of that lady said there's another word with same spelling
Since they couldn't solve the matter little girl asked another elderly man
For the correct pronunciation of the spelling
And elderly man not knowing the conversation said the same as the little girl.
I was in a side minding my own business
I was curious of the interaction so I paid attention
I don't understand even after so many years
I wonder if I have lost respect towards that couple's reaction?
I don't know why my heart keeps rejecting that lady's words
I have heard her teach or preach God's Word
Every time, I may hear but I don't seem to listen to her words
It's like I have lost interest in knowing if it is spoken by her.
I asked my mom why that incident affects me when I wasn't even part of the conversation?
According to her, I dislike that lady for not being humble
One can teach and preach all they want if not practiced by action
People see and listen how one behaves more than a rumble.
Usually I don't have issues with other people as I don't expect from anyone
Unless others have issues with me because I live in world of a bubble
Thanks to my mom's explanation I prayed for that lady and her husband
I hope they would leave aside pride and be more humble.
In the Word of God it is said ask, seek and knock
I asked a teacher for his teaching materials
So I prayed and got all the courage I needed to ask
Instead of saying "No", he wanted me to ask from another for his own teachings.
I wondered was that too hard to give since he used to give me in his thirtees
So I seeked for the materials from the directed teacher
I knocked on his friend's messenger for the lessons
It was shut down by saying he is too busy.
Well, I was a little annoyed if said can't give in the first place
I wouldn't have wasted both my time and energy
When I complained it to my mom she said "Don't worry you'll get the materials"
According to my mom they are nice people.
So what I learn is that with growing of age people change
Just because you ask,seek and knock won't get answers
If I keep waiting and waiting I would dislike that teacher's change
Instead now I found someone who is willing to give me answers.
I wonder Papa God wants me to ask Him, seek Him and Knock Him for answers
After all God is the all knowing and promised to show more than I ask or imagine
Personally knowing not depending on someone else's teachings
According to the power that work in me I believe His revealing :)