Dani is a survivor of an overdose, Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar 2, and Idiopathic Hypersomnia.
I wish. . .
Child of a melodramatic--
I wish. . .
Trapped in my head--
Clawing on my insides--
Do what I say;
My life was fucked from the--
Parents turning a blind eye.
Tears and blood flowing down my wrists--
Diary of a girl lost but found;
bloody and beaten--
I was stunted--
Hugging my teddy to my chest at night--
I told myself that one day it'd end.
I met someone.
Who loved me.
wanted to help me--
be a person again.
Saved and resurrected my limp body from the grave--
I was beaten, bloody and abused, violated. 90 pounds when I was found abandoned like an animal witnessing my own mother murdered in front of my eyes. Calling 911 frantically when it was too late and I knew that. My life was filled of insecurity, abuse, neglect, narcissist, pain, and scars. I married the love of my life who took the time to heal me from the ground up.
We healed each other.
I only ever wanted to be loved and I have that now after 19 years of abuse.
© 2019 Dani Moore
Dani Moore (author) from Illinois on November 01, 2019:
Thank you so much, this means so much to me. Thank you for praying for me. I won't ever give up.
BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on October 30, 2019:
So touching and heartfelt.
I can feel your pain.
I pray you are now feeling safe and loved.
Do not ever give up the struggle..believe it or not none of us feel completely normal.