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In My Heart:A Book of Feelings

Writing Articles is my dream.I have been writing for many years. but I think working on this site would be better.

Sometimes it happens. While turning the pages of the book of feelings, life stops at a certain page. Totally unseen. Which you never knew existed there. You come across a point when you feel empty. No happiness, no sadness, just a wave of emptiness. Reason? You don't know. You just sit and stare at some random thing , roof or the sky. You don't want to talk. You don't want to hear anything. You don't even want to look around. You don't want anyone to ask anything. You're too tired to talk. You're too tired to even blink your eyes. Your eyelids seem heavy. You don't know what's going on with you. You don't even want to know. You don't want anything. You don't feel anything. You want time to stop. You don't even know if you're sad or angry or tired, you don't even bother to think. It's just too much to think at that point. Even if someone is mean to you, you don't show a single expression, not a single tear, not a single smile because it's all too much work. And your hollow self can't bear it. It's just too empty.......but that emptiness is so heavy that you can't flip this page to have a new feeling.

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BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on January 02, 2021:

Osman,

This would be a sad way to feel. I can't imagine being so unresponsive.

Everything in life effects me. I am a dreamer with an open book.

This sort of sounds like a narcissist's life. I often believe they do not have deep feelings. ...or any at times.

Take care and remember there is a whole world out there just waiting for you to explore.

Peggy Woods from Houston, Texas on January 02, 2021:

Your "Book of Feelings" sounds so soulful and sad. I hope that anyone feeling like this has the ability to reach out to others and discover that life is worth living. It may be work to get there, but assuredly, it is worth the effort. Sending you good wishes for this new year of 2021.

Audrey Hunt from Idyllwild Ca. on January 02, 2021:

I like your expression, "the book of feelings." We keep so much inside. Some feelings are just too deep to share and others are too sacred.

Thank you for following me. Blessings and good health to you.

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