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Blank As A Canvas


Wish I knew what to say to myself

I am as blank as a canvas

I do not know how to feel most days

Inside but portray as a smiling gem

Happy to give my attention to those who are in need

When deep down my mind is filled

While My heart is somewhere in the clouds

I don't feel the same anymore about anything

I want to feel once again,

Free to love those and be loved with the same energy

I don't want to be fake about how I feel anymore

But I have to put a mask to even the ones I love

If only they knew I wish My existence was erased

Wishing for a fresh start

Like a blank canvas to start something new