With his Ex Again

It's late in the evening, the sun

Sets and dask almost run

I feel depressed and dejected,

For I just found that my heart

May not be mine again.

I don't want to live in mistrust,

since I have started to love again ,

But the love of my life is not in mine heart,

Tell me the truth my love,

Do you still think about her?

And play games with my weak heart?

That once walked in to mend

Your broken heart.

I hear you have her still,

And your family members know her still,

For in your life she is the soul,

While me I remain in darkness,

Destroyed in silence,

And I ask myself, will I ever trust again?

My heart is bleeding, with pain it hurts,

To know that I walked in to save your broken

Heart, not knowing it's mine to remain hurt.

I don't want to live in mistrust,

I don't want to go in pain,

When one day he wakes,

And find that I am nowhere to be found,

For I may leave you unannounced.

This pain is breaking my heart,

When I think of how you lied to me.

And I don't want to trust again.

© 2020 Millicent Okello

Comments

Millicent Okello (author) from Nairobi, Kenya on July 09, 2020:

Thank you Emilly

Emilly on July 08, 2020:

Wow! I love the poem

Millicent Okello (author) from Nairobi, Kenya on July 07, 2020:

Hi Linda Crampton.

The above poem is a real life experience.

Loneliness and unhappiness can at times come when least expected in life.

Thanks so much for the wishes.

Linda Crampton from British Columbia, Canada on July 07, 2020:

You've described the loneliness and unhappiness of the person in the poem very well. I hope the poem isn't about you. If it is, best wishes for the future.

Millicent Okello (author) from Nairobi, Kenya on July 07, 2020:

Thanks Chatra.

CHATRA RAM from BARMER INDIA on July 06, 2020:

Very appreciated