Beginning in End

Whatever there are only few that I've experience so I really don't know how to feel all these extreme emotions but can I really not?

Sometimes defeat is a victory

I chase the sun

To the end of earth

Desperate I may be

But the only option is to flee

For once I spare myself

For once I gave up the belief

Realizing our reality

Oh what a pity

All hopes of phantasmal

Now fathomed to be only delusional

Face the man, put an end

Choose your self make a mend

Today is our closure

This might be the day of defeat

Yet must see this as a winning feat

For the sun is now rising