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Autumn of Despair

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CrisSp is your Emergency Specialist at 37 thousand feet. A writer without a niche. Wonderwoman consumed by wanderlust!

F.L.Y. (First Love Yourself)

Peeping thru the hole~

Peeping thru the hole~

Shhh….be quiet the demon is asleep

Any sound you make will interrupt

Let him enjoy some long forty winks

So I could paint the blank canvas,

Pen some prose and put my spirit at work.


Let me scribble while he’s asleep

Anything my heart dictates,

While I’m endowed in a poetic mind

And my passive hand takes the course

Of jotting words quavered in thoughts.


Thoughts for the things I longed to have

Like for that hug that I never had

That missing piece of the puzzle

Stolen by a prolific witch with a long-nose,

Yellow eyes and black feathered tongue.


Shhh…be quite the demon is asleep

Let me enjoy the mountain view,

The tri-colored sky of scarlet, orange,

And yellow like fiery thoughts

Collected in my head, imbued in my heart.


Hurry while the demon is asleep.

Let me create and enjoy the moment

Feel the breeze of the universe

Of pleasurable thoughts hiding inside

Some purplish hues of defeating feelings.


Gently remove the thorny crown

The crown of sorrow and shaded clouds

Wrap and protect me in a blanket of love

Not in the gloom of the dying willow,

Please hurry because this is only temporary.


Gracefully dance with each tick of the clock

Before the lunar signs reverse its shadow

And the sky is full of dust again

Swiftly lift my wing, rise above, fly

Before the demon slaps crazily again.


Soon, the demon will be up, cloak in black

To shut me up and motivation halt

In the autumn of despair I’ll be stuck again

Like foliage on the ground harshly swept by the wind

Into the direction of a muddy habitation.

XOXO~

Read me: "The heart of my soul speaks to the soul of my heart by writing." ~ CrisSp/10-2018

I'd love to hear from you...

When the protagonist in you get into the autumn of your despair and snatches your spirit away, what can you do best to beat it? Talk to me through the comment box below. I'm listening. Love from the sky~

Sunrise! Carpe Diem

When the mountain view under the fiery sky greets you, be grateful and do not screw the opportunity. Carpe diem!

When the mountain view under the fiery sky greets you, be grateful and do not screw the opportunity. Carpe diem!

Sunset sky

The gloom of the dying willow...~

The gloom of the dying willow...~

Painting 101: Canvas no. 6

When you get to the autumn of your despair, paint!

When you get to the autumn of your despair, paint!

Enjoy some times of your life~

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