Am Still Awake
Am wide awake
scrolling through feeds
wondering why they took these decisions
Following people whom I know nothing about
Listening to people cry about life
Gossiping with people whom I thought were real
helping people thinking they needed help
Loving some one unconditionally
Broke my rules for most of them
Lost friends made new ones again
I am still awake..
Waiting for a better tomorrow..
If you paused to read this
It is because you've had these thoughts
the late nights you were breaking down
The days you thought they will be there for you
wasn't so..
Am still awake
breaking down
But am waking up tomorrow
starting to impress myself
To make myself a better person
To make me my own hero
am rising up from my own thoughts
Am learning from my own mistakes
A person without expectations
A different human being
because we are all beautiful in our own little ways!!
© 2020 Sammani Galagamaarachchi