Am I to I am

It's based from my experience when I was in college. I tried to join in a program, but I wasn't given the chance. It broke me but fired me.

Don't let them put you down. PROVE TO THEM THAT YOU ARE SOMETHING!

Am I not worthy to reach epiphany?

Why are you not sorry for not seeing me grow fully?

I thought you taught that gifts would vary,

but how come you never see me as lovely?

Am I that loud and showy?

That you do look at me so lowly.

Am I not worthy of a glance? Of a chance?

To have a single tolerance to what you see on my appearance.

My blood jumps on despute.

My heart pounds for a quiet refute; because

There's abstinence of guilt for the person you'd mute!

But, but, I'll be back with elegant tie, suit and solely retribute.

Am I to I AM will occur

between the pain I endure

and the hatred which contour

on my soul you treated so poor.

Comments

Asad Dillz Khan from United Kingdom on June 28, 2019:

You're Welcome! Thanks.....

Pink Foxy (author) from Philippines on June 27, 2019:

Thanks for appreciating my work Asad Khan! Wish you all the best!

Asad Dillz Khan from United Kingdom on June 27, 2019:

A strong idealistic poem! I really appreciate your work Pinky! beautifully painted poem! Great Job!

Pink Foxy (author) from Philippines on June 26, 2019:

Thank you Mark Tulin. I believe you have to let your pain out so you can start a new chapter of your life.

Mark Tulin from Ventura, California on June 26, 2019:

Your strong voice is evident in this poem. Enjoyed the passion.

Pink Foxy (author) from Philippines on June 24, 2019:

Thank you Lorna. I hope this can inspire others and let them know that they are not alone fighting in a battle like this.

Lorna Lamon on June 24, 2019:

This is such a strong poem with a real sense of being wronged within the lines. Great writing.