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Am I in Love Again?

Love can make you think about the truest things. I for one enjoy the topic of love in its darkest and lightest forms.

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My heart is starting to race again..

Ow mahn.. Not again,

This was not supposed to happen to me,

Not now,

At least not when I'm like this.


His name was Joe,

Joe found me happy,

Joe found me secure,

Joe found me at peace.


Today I refer to him as "Ex",

Ex left me depressed,

Ex left me insecure,

Ex left me miserable.


No there is Paul,

Paul is mad over me,

Paul loves me,

Paul appreciates me.


Paul says he aches for me,

Paul says he will never break my heart.

Paul swore that he will always be there for me,

Paul got on on knee and proposed to me.


Then there is me,

A queen with a broken heart,

A queen that hates herself,

A queen that is angry

A queen that can not stand up for herself.


This queen is inlove with Paul,

A man that has a good heart,

A man that would protect her,

A man that has declared her love for her.


Fear in encrypted on the queens heart.

She doubts Paul,

She questions his love,

She needs....



© 2021 Hertha David

Comments

Hertha David (author) from Windhoek, Namibia on March 11, 2021:

Hi Chrish.

How I missed my writting community, I had to come back as soon as possible and I must say you doing very well yourself.

Love is confusing as it has alot of strong emotions such as affection, desire and care however people can confuse it with money, jealousy, control and so much more.

Hertha David (author) from Windhoek, Namibia on March 11, 2021:

Hi Brenda. Thank you so much for your comment. I wish there was a guarantee, why does everything have to be so difficult.

Do take care.

Hertha David (author) from Windhoek, Namibia on March 11, 2021:

Thank you so much Sharan. Indeed you are right. Do take care as well.

❤️

Hertha David (author) from Windhoek, Namibia on March 11, 2021:

Thank you so much Nithya.. Love is no ordinary thing.

Hertha David (author) from Windhoek, Namibia on March 11, 2021:

Thank you so much Pamela. Love is something I certainly am not sure for but can't wait to get into.

Pamela Oglesby from Sunny Florida on March 11, 2021:

This is a good poem, Hertha. Love is complicated soetimes, and this poem sure reflects that.

Nithya Venkat from Dubai on March 10, 2021:

Love is a complex emotion. Great poem.

Chitrangada Sharan from New Delhi, India on March 10, 2021:

Interesting poem!

Love can be impulsive. Choose wisely, while you decide.

Take care and Thanks for sharing.

BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on March 10, 2021:

I agree with Chrish...love can be very confusing.

But it seems she wants to believe in Paul...understandably though once one suffers a broken heart it is hard to trust in love again.

Too bad there is no guarantee...love should be easier.

Chrish Canosa from Manila Philippines on March 10, 2021:

It's awesome to read again from you Ms David! Love can be very confusing indeed. That just me haha

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