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All on me

Amani is a university student who loves writing. I have been writing since I was twelve. I love writing.

all-on-me

Being right never felt so wrong.. Yeah, I said it, and its actually scary or a word worse than scary.
And most of the times its actually the wrong that feels soo freaking right...
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Sometimes I just want my heart to beat. Beat for you, like beat.. Really beat because you feel so right.. In my head life's really more than perfect... , And it does beat for you, only that if I told you about it I'd feel like I'm joking with you. And yes am afraid there wouldn't be an us anymore so I just sleep till I can't feel it beating anymore.
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Sometimes I think I already let go of what I wanted... I want me to be wrong, I really do, but I look back and I have not be as happy as I did.. Feels like was flying, now there's just a few seconds between the tic and toc. I wanna be wrong but even my head can't fight me on this, no migraines about it.
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. And then what I can't really figure out is " ITS ALL IN YOUR HEAD"..
I just don't get it, wrong- right... I can't.
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Maybe its all in my head maybe.. I could be right for real. But it doesn't seem like it right now cause my head is pretty much in control of everything. I mean I talk to myself at times and I don't know why. Is even argue with myself.... I guess that's not normal.
.. And maybe its not in my head, maybe its not even there at all.....
. Not sure if I wanna be right or wrong in this one... But am really praying that its not all on me...

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