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Am Done Waiting

Amani is a university student who loves writing. I have been writing since I was twelve. I love writing.


Am done waiting for you to finally see me as I see you.. You already know my part, you know how I feel.
You know how you mess me, always. The few times I tried to walk away you just sucked me right back... And then it was back to tormenting me...
Sometimes I just want to smoke, not because it looks nice when people do it but because of the satisfaction they seem to get when they blowing out the smoke.... And sometimes I feel like maybe I just just show up at bar, drink and drink some more. Then maybe I'll get you out of my mind for a couple of days.....
I think you really enjoy seeing me this way, maybe , just maybe, it gives you the satisfaction of knowing you have the upper hand on me and I just can't swipe you away
So today I'll take that bottle, and one cigarette... To get the courage to delete your number ... Then tommorow I'll find a new poison that's gonna kill me faster that you've been doing....
If that doesn't work, because am sure it won't I'll buy a one way ticket to a place I don't know and just leave without you...
Because am honestly done waiting for you...

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