Insomniac: A Love Song in this Deep Night

A Love Song in this Deep Night

Stuck in the porch, waiting with my pen and notebook
I wish my inspiration would come fast
But it was invisible this time

My heart seems to be nowhere
My feelings whirl like a tornado
Of all the men I can love
Why in the man who can't give it back?

I was anxious and confused
I was desperate but I can't do anything
I was about to get crazy--
Imprisoning my feelings in poems

I won't cry,
When sleepiness pulls me
I will refuse and stay
I would rather stay up
And listen to a love song in this deep night
To keep my heart beating
To keep my body living
To keep my soul alive
And to shelter him in this broken heart

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