The many faces I wake up to,
Always someone different, always someone new,
I’ve lost count of all their names,
Year after year, it’s always been the same.
Wondering who will I wake up to next
A loveless life that’s so complexed.
I worked hard to get to know them all
Even the ones that were under influence of alcohol.
I’ve tried to talk with them, but none would listen
Even the one that tried to be a God fearing Christen.
Wrote letters and supported them through many trials
Forced laughter and maybe even a smile.
But they all wanted the same kind of lifestyle.
I’ve gotten sick over the years,
And seem to have lost myself when switching gears.
They all fought for themselves and not once for me
Not even in the amount of a tiny pea.
They pointed fingers and shifted the blame on others
Even joined the rank of the marathon runners
Fast away they would flee
Specially In the face of responsibity.
Their verbal abuse is my battle scars
Locked up with my tear in tons of jars.
Not one open out of concern,
They all Left unopen to die and burn
Love spills out their mouth with a meaningless thought
Like a fisherman looking at what he caught
Addiction is what they can’t fight
Not even with the strength with God in sight
How much I love you my dearest love
For you are all I think of
To love and to cherish, to death do us part
I really meant that from the bottom of my heart
Waiting around for love to show
Change is not in you, I’ve come know,
You win this war, and now I must go
I should’ve gave up a long time ago,
You hate me because I know all your faces,
I can’t be fooled like all the other places
The love that burns in me doesn’t burn within you
Not even after all you had put me through..
I want to free you of all your regret
All the way up to the day we met
So hate can leave your heart and you don’t have to pretend
That you love me and I’m your best friend
I want to see you see smile even if I’m not cause
That’s what love is, I want to just because
I love you, even with all your faces,
I will no longer be in your life or so invasive
Won’t stalk you as you claim
Return what you gave me, which was your name
Goodbye my love, see you later
Or maybe not, in fear you'll hate will become greater..