Suicide the Day Death Rejected Me
A Deep Soulful Pain
Near Death Experiences, Suicide, the spirit world is all words familiar to me. The spirit world is a world I’m familiar with and have been active as a spiritual coach for four decades. I had encountered a Near Death Experience forty years ago. I considered myself a spiritual person, not a religious person. Through my years of counseling, being a psychic medium, suicide is not the chosen way out of the turmoil I suffered throughout my life. All this changed 2015.
It was ten years after my husband’s death, with each year spiraling further down. I felt lost. Life held only pain. That February event that occurred moved this pain into deep soulful pain.
Starting February 2015, every part of me cried out to die.
I begged daily to leave this world. I sought out death. I plotted it. I would drown myself. Why would it matter. Perhaps I could go where my spirit guide, husband and brother are? I knew better. Suicide people hover around earth helping those who they left behind. I couldn’t stand the pain any more. Seriously, I couldn’t name a single person who would be affected. Not one.
Daily I danced with the idea of death. A secret I kept even from my spirit guide, or so I thought. I wanted out of this life, but could I do that which I was against-take my life? Maybe, if I pray, I could get hit by a car and have another Near-death-experience like in the past, but this time I would die. Could I kill myself? There has to be a way out of here and through the death doors. Grim Reaper come for me.
It was April I received a sign. A Vision.
A Message Through A Vision
Death rejects you. You live.
“You aren’t going to let me die?” I screamed. “Please end my life.”
A day or two later, while on my morning walk, I realized I stood on a street dazed and confused. “Where was I?”
An electrical charge went through my head. It felt as if something blasted my whole body with energy. A Loving energy Inhaling, I realized my mp3 player was playing ‘Gimme Shelter’, by the Rolling Stones through my headphones.
“Shelter? Shelter? “
“Yes, I want to give shelter to others,” I shouted.
A quickening or alertness ran through me. The dazed and confusion despaired. I knew where I was. Just two streets away from my condo.
As I stepped into the door of my condo I shouted out, “I want to give shelter to people.”
A True Story
The above would make a great thriller, but it is a true story. It happened to me.
It was a group of spirit guides that I addressed when I said I want to give shelter to people. They go by the Hippie Ghost Band. It was not to 2017 that I discovered, through this group, what happened that fated April 2015 day. Divine brought back my spirit, which departed in February 2015 as my life completely shattered. They explained the vision was to stop me from committing suicide on April 24, 2015.
That day, Divine ordered Death to reject me. Instead, it brought back my spirit as I walked. It was my spirit that heard the lyrics of Gimme Shelter and wanted to give the world shelter, which became the theme Divine set my course for earth.
Over these past three years, spirits from the other side gathered and taught me all they knew about creating Heaven on Earth. As I stand in 2019, on its first day of the year, I am blessed Divine ordered the Grim Reaper to reject my death and asked the Hippie Ghost Band to teach me. I give them total credit for the situations they introduced me to, so I could heal, and live on earth in my heaven. Today, I wish to share their lessons.
The end of 2015, I moved from Florida to Arizona. It is here, over these past three years they taught me a different way to live. As told to me, these lessons are what is given to the newly dead. Can they work here on earth? Can we learn how to create heaven here? These past three years revealed the truth. It is an amazing experience. I, who studied metaphysics and new age for four decades, never encountered this. Yes, It worked with me. It can work for you. Stay tune to receive the lessons from the Hippie Ghost Band