I have stumbled across a new passion: writing. It is proving to be insightful and rewarding.
The persons I find myself attracted to vibrate at such a higher (or different) vibration than I do. We will never be compatible.
I will see how they differ from me and how I differ from them, but they will never find my vibration compatible with theirs, nor will they find mine attractive or satisfying.
What do I take away from that? I find it degrading that they are ‘better’ than me, because they do vibrate higher, it’s just their nature, a part of life’s pecking order. It’s just a matter of the circle of life, human life, the organic living vessel in which we reside.
Our spirit and soul is locked up in our human body to experience all the things human and to what end? Why do we need all these experiences if we are really just a spiritual energy to float amongst the stars and ruins of the galaxy?
TO WHAT END?
The lessons of life we learn are valuable and I look forward to being enlightened by these lessons, sometimes.
As these lessons protect us we assimilate their wisdom which is securely kept in our hearts for all eternity.
I, do, however have an innate need for my higher power to take me in and comfort my weary spirit and lead me into a kind unity of self-love, self-compassion, and self-accountability, a belief in ‘self’.
I do respect the higher vibes of all living creatures. Deep inside my subconscious I ‘know’ there is an intelligence to each encounter we have and I respect that intuition and take it to heart, where I keep it to comfort me in times of low vibrational tides.
Does that mean I’m just a lowly vibrational being with no direction? No, that is my previous programming talking. I believe my vibration is now stronger than that.
The more encounters we have with what comes our way in life we inherit that growth along the way.
It’s not my job to hold someone else accountable. It is the responsibility for that person to hold themselves accountable for their own vibrational attitude.
As I evolve, my higher self will continue to teach me invaluable lessons. As the energy of the universe evolves, we find ourselves in an exciting time filled with compatible camaraderie in a world of loving, caring, nurturing souls on the same journey.
May we all awaken to find our gifts, talents, intuition, and ever-loving essence, to integrate with one another in unison to fulfill our destinies.
© 2020 Laurie S Novak
Laurie S Novak (author) from Michigan on April 16, 2020:
Thank you, Dora for the welcome. I certainly hope that is the case with the last sentence.
Mitara, I try to always give someone the benefit of the doubt, and yes, there is always those pesky moods.
Thank you Ruby for the comment. I look forward to my mature writer's thoughts and wisdom.
Dora Weithers from The Caribbean on April 16, 2020:
Laurie, welcome to HubPages. May the sweet sentiments expressed in the last sentence of your article come true for you and me.
Mitara N from South Africa on April 16, 2020:
Possibility of misinterpretation based on one vs the other, dependant of the space or mood one is in. Sometimes when we want to see the good in others so we give benefit of the doubt, however there are vibes you can't help but feel it rub you the wrong way.
Thanks for sharing
Ruby Jean Richert from Southern Illinois on April 15, 2020:
I can feel the vibes from a person, sometimes it's friendly sometimes not. We as people make our own vibes, it's up to us whether friendly or not. Interesting topic.
Laurie S Novak (author) from Michigan on April 14, 2020:
Thank you, Brenda, for your comment. I appreciate your insight. Life is still showing me her lessons.
BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on April 14, 2020:
We all have our own vibrations and our own gifts to deliver to the world.
I don't however feel one is better than me.
Maybe the opportunities they have been given has put them on a higher path but still not better than my own worth.
Thanks for the share.