I have stumbled across a new passion: writing. It is proving to be insightful and rewarding.
The persons I find myself attracted to vibrate at such a higher (or different) vibration than I do. We will never be compatible.
I will see how they differ from me and how I differ from them, but they will never find my vibration compatible with theirs, nor will they find mine attractive or satisfying.
What do I take away from that? I find it degrading that they are ‘better’ than me, because they do vibrate higher, it’s just their nature, a part of life’s pecking order. It’s just a matter of the circle of life, human life, the organic living vessel in which we reside.
Our spirit and soul is locked up in our human body to experience all the things human and to what end? Why do we need all these experiences if we are really just a spiritual energy to float amongst the stars and ruins of the galaxy?
TO WHAT END?
The lessons of life we learn are valuable and I look forward to being enlightened by these lessons, sometimes.
As these lessons protect us we assimilate their wisdom which is securely kept in our hearts for all eternity.
I, do, however have an innate need for my higher power to take me in and comfort my weary spirit and lead me into a kind unity of self-love, self-compassion, and self-accountability, a belief in ‘self’.
I do respect the higher vibes of all living creatures. Deep inside my subconscious I ‘know’ there is an intelligence to each encounter we have and I respect that intuition and take it to heart, where I keep it to comfort me in times of low vibrational tides.
Does that mean I’m just a lowly vibrational being with no direction? No, that is my previous programming talking. I believe my vibration is now stronger than that.
The more encounters we have with what comes our way in life we inherit that growth along the way.
It’s not my job to hold someone else accountable. It is the responsibility for that person to hold themselves accountable for their own vibrational attitude.
As I evolve, my higher self will continue to teach me invaluable lessons. As the energy of the universe evolves, we find ourselves in an exciting time filled with compatible camaraderie in a world of loving, caring, nurturing souls on the same journey.
May we all awaken to find our gifts, talents, intuition, and ever-loving essence, to integrate with one another in unison to fulfill our destinies.
© 2020 Laurie S Novak