Lindsay is a humor writer who loves coming up with strange and thought provoking articles and content.
Have you ever been so angry that you were shaking?
Have you ever been so incredibly pissed off that tears streamed down your face and you couldn’t do a damn thing about it? Have you ever felt the intense power of fury rise up from your gut and envelope your entire whole?
If so, did you sort of like it?
I was having a good ole chitty chatty with a girlfriend the other day (who I won’t name because I don’t want to inadvertently out her as a Rage Demon, like myself) and we were talking about this mysterious emotion which has recently befallen our everyday lives.
The smallest thing can set it off.
There I was trying to get the kids set up online with their schools absentee website. I was attempting to download the app…because as we all know, there’s an app for that and everything else these days and the damn thing kept locking me out. Each time the error screen popped up after entering in the six-digit code I was instructed to input, a little inkling of rage would wriggle its way deeper into my better judgment.
“I know, right!?” My friend said as I told her the story, “and I’ve tried to do things about it. I’ve tried EVERYTHING! Meditation, healthy lifestyle, the works!” She explained.
Now, this is where my friend and I differ. Yeah yeah, I try to control my rage because I don’t want the general populous to think I’m bat-shit or anything, but there is a little part of me that kind of likes it. The rage, I mean. Like, okay I know how that sounds, totally demented right?
It’s just that sometimes when the wrath unleashes and ferocity courses through my body I feel…weirdly at home.
It makes it even better (or worse, depending on how you are looking at this thing) when someone close to you, perhaps a parent or a spouse, tells you to “calm down” or “take a breather.” Like, please, I beg of you, do not attempt to manhandle my emotions.
However, I can take a message and get back to you as soon as I'm done completely throwing a fit over whatever it is that has set me off this time. But if you push it and continue to tell me how to feel, unfortunately, I will be forced to be 100% the worst human being on the face of the planet towards you. So, just leave a message at the tone of my death-glare gaze.
As I am throwing my hands up in the air and summoning the deep guttural moans of a manic zoo gorilla enraged by captivity (Not Harambe, NEVER HARAMBE) I realize how much I adore that feeling of pure energy that rushes over my person.
It’s like, “wow Lindsay, you are so out of control right now. It is impressive.” It’s almost as though I have an out of body experience and all I can say as I’m watching myself yell words that aren’t words at all but just offensive slurs and stomp around while the other humans in my midst literally dive out of my line of fire,“Bravo you beautiful bastard, you’re doing this thing right.”
Now I know what you are thinking as you read this. How can she make temper tantrums look so cool?
It’s a gift.
Of course, there is always the problematic issues of loss of relationships, high blood pressure and shortened life span when it comes to routine rage’n. Perhaps that is just the price one pays for cheap thrills.
Who knows! Ahh, the mysteries of life.
Still, I have yet to download the absentee app, if you were wondering. But I’m saving that baby for next time I have a hankering for a frenzied fury sesh.
So, the moral of this blog post….
Hahaha, I’m just kidding, there is absolutely no moral here my friends, not even if you dig really really deep.
If you are a fellow Rage Demon like me, what are some of your triggers? Here’s a few of mine!
-People who whisper when partaking in non-whispering conversation.
-When the last of the school designated snacks have been devoured without me knowing, and I have to use my creativity to pack lunches ten minutes before school.
-When two minutes after scrubbing the bathroom, someone takes a poopski, leaving streak marks on the porcelain bowl almost as dark as my rapidly blackening soul.
-Technology of any sort at any given moment.
-When anyone tells me to do anything that is not on my current agenda.
-People who disregard all forms of punctuality.
-People who take blog posts seriously.
(except for this one...this one is totally serious.)