You're Love(d)

Is it weird,

that I still love the smell that you leave on my sheets when you sleep,

but I don't care to hold you when you're actually here?

Is it strange,

that I miss the soft cushioned catch of your lips when I fall towards your face,

but I keep a fair distance between my skin and yours?

Is it odd,

I can tell others I love you,

that you deserve the best,

but when I'm around you my voice becomes silent,

and I second guess?

I,

Love,

You?

I Loved You.

I Miss You.

I'd really like to kiss You,

but please don't tell me you'd like to too.