See Life That Has Happened
Take Notice
So much will and can take place
Our brains can't always appreciate
Some days might seem boring and dull
Other times there is no break in the action
We can easily get in a rut
Traveling down so many paths
If we were in a car traveling at a high rate of speed
What would we see ?
Dangerous and living on the edge
Feeling each exhilarating moment
Not even noticing when it has left
How would it be different ?
If we were traveling twenty or thirty miles an hour
How would other people react
Quickly voicing their opinions
Blasting us for our actions
Each time we lead somewhere
It is up to us to realize and follow through with the appropriate action
I for one
Will be the first to tell you
I am in a state of awe
Mesmerized and pleasantly teased
Too often I get caught up
I shut the door
When I should be opening it wider
The breeze is not too cold
It is refreshing and it awakens my senses
Once again I make choices that serve my pupose
Some only short lived and meaningful only for that moment
I look at the hours I dedicate to my work
Close as I can to forty hours every week
Some would say it is my job
I would say it is far more than that
It is a way of life
I not only do a job
I have fulfilled many needs
I wasn't aware of until recently
Selling myself short
Finding my own faults bigger than my astonishing accomplishments
On every level
Not easily noticed in a ego driven society
I have found an inner prosperity
That keeps multiplying and dividing
At a spectacular rate
Not to boast or toot my own horn
I am self motivated and prosperity driven
Allowing so many feelings to inspire and fluctuate at any moment
Changing my thoughts in this very instant
Always circling around my head
Affecting my whole being
Where and what I do next
What I do not see
I hear
What I do not hear I feel
Lastly and I am almost ashamed to say
Then I often smell and taste
Recently I have been trying to mix up my senses
Giving them a vigorous shake
I am a creature of habit
These habits become easy to form and shape
Dulling all my senses in an alarming rate
Breaking away from old traditions
Where is this world I escape to
My inner self that wants to be alive and well
I build my own walls and barriers
This gives me the feeling of false security and safety
I have to put down my judgement
Hold on to the real truth
It is so easy to forget we why we are here
Not to put someone down or pick apart their mistakes
Because we have many
Look away
Look instead deep inside ourselves
Where everything we have ever done
Waits to be appreciated and admired
Not by others like so many people want us to believe
Loved by ourselves
Secretly giving us more gratification
Leading to a never ending circle
From inspiration to motivation to live for each experience
Then relive it in many ways as I only can human possibly do
Writing and rewriting my life
Telling my story
A thousand different ways
In a thousand different days
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AUTHORGypsy Rose Lee You have alone time. To think or clear your mind. You can also get more involved with people you have never met. Take a walk. Meet a neighbor you never knew. Find a new hobby. No one said we only have to live our life in morning. It is your choice. You can express yourself in ways you never thought possible before. Travel to all the places you want to go. Go back to the U.S. temporarily. When you go back home you will be thankful for all that you have and maybe didn't notice before. Thank you for being a good friend. Who keeps on reading my hubs and shares her thoughts. Everybody has a right to feel how they want. I love to reach out. Many times I feel so many feelings at once I have to slow myself down or I will get depressed and sad. Because I can't figure each one out. Writing makes me feel good. Sometimes short lived. Love makes me feel better. It also has it's peaks and valleys. So the search continues...
The one good thing is when you have a very small audience at least me, myself and I can have a great discussion. My cat Sid always gives me the weirdest looks when I try to talk to him.
