Meeting Myself

Updated on July 9, 2017
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I am an artist, designer, photographer and writer. See more of my work on cmariearts.

For the first time

I have met myself

After a long period

Of struggle

And disconnect

I finally stepped

Into me

I accepted all of

My past

All of my flaws

All of the

Could have beens

And just saw myself

Raw and exposed

In all of my

Imperfect beauty

I saw the little

Afraid girl

Who didn't

Want to see

The truth

Who feared

Life itself

Who believed

That she couldn't

Do it

I embraced her

Fully

Into this new way

Of being

This was a beginning

For me

For my soul to grow

To become who

I was meant to be

All along

I challenge you

To do the same

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    • Frank Atanacio profile image

      Frank Atanacio 

      10 months ago from Shelton

      this was very clever.. bravo..

    • Perspycacious profile image

      Demas W Jasper 

      14 months ago from Today's America and The World Beyond

      I went back and edited two books, and both are ready for print. Several others are in the final edit stage, and I started another yesterday outlined to the end in my mind, though we never know where the characters might take us until it is all down in final form. I am somewhat hurrying due to my late start in life, but life may not have reached its final form either. Best wishes, Demas

    • Enigmatic Me profile image

      14 months ago from East Coast Canada

      Finding oneself is a truly wonderful gift. So happy for you.

      Having similar experiences in the past, likely to find myself in this repetitive cycle...losing oneself and finding myself anew.

      Beautifully written Caroline Marie!

    • carolinemd21 profile imageAUTHOR

      Caroline Marie 

      14 months ago

      Thank you Rasma, yes we do. :)

      Thank you Eric. I am glad it did. :)

      Thank you Kenneth. I will. :)

    • kenneth avery profile image

      Kenneth Avery 

      14 months ago from Hamilton, Alabama

      Dear Caroline . . .

      Amazing; Lovely writing. I admire your writing talent, Caroline.

      Keep up the great work.

      Write me anytime and stay in touch.

      Kenneth

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      Gypsy Rose Lee 

      15 months ago from Riga, Latvia

      Nice poetic thoughts. Once in awhile we need to look deeper into ourselves.

    • Ericdierker profile image

      Eric Dierker 

      15 months ago from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A.

      Very nice. I felt like I had been there.

    • carolinemd21 profile imageAUTHOR

      Caroline Marie 

      15 months ago

      Hi Demas,

      My column is going well, but I am putting more focus on design right now. How are you doing in your writing? I read that you are writing a book? How interesting!

    • Perspycacious profile image

      Demas W Jasper 

      15 months ago from Today's America and The World Beyond

      How is your column writing coming along?

    • carolinemd21 profile imageAUTHOR

      Caroline Marie 

      15 months ago

      HI Perspycacious, yes we are all growing into something new everyday. That is the beautiful thing about life. Things are always changing.

    • Perspycacious profile image

      Demas W Jasper 

      15 months ago from Today's America and The World Beyond

      Flawed but growing into us. Aren't we all?

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