On your side, does everything just too good to be true. Do you ever like pinch yourself just to be sure it's true.
Do you get scared that it may just end someday. Do you feel this weird moment when you saying goodbye but you wishing you really don't have to go.?
Do you get scared that it may change in a bit.?.
I know am scared. I start worrying when you smile and say goodbye as you shut the door behind you.
I get scared when you get home a few minutes late than the usual..
.. I get scared when we seem to be fighting because am scared of loosing you.
I get scared at the thought of you leaving.
But you really should know, I'd rather cry along with you than go ahead and start with someone new.
I'd rather sob with you than go get wasted.
.. I'd rather have you than have anything else.
I'd rather fix up my messes even if you mad at me because I love.
I know am not an easy person really. Am overprotective, jealous kind, the overreacting kind.. But it's because I love you..
Have probably never said it to you, but I wouldn't wish for anybody else but you, no matter how gorgeous or perfect they may be.
I love this messed up that never forgets to remind me that you love me every morning.
I love this weird you that cries along with me without even asking why am crying.
I love the silly you that laughs you all my jokes even if they not funny..
I love the crazy you that sings along to my favorite music even when I miss out on lyrics..
.. I love this whole package of you..
Just look me in the eyes sometimes, it reminds me that i got my own little heaven on earth.
Just hold me for no reason... It reminds me that I will never let go of you.. Even when you grow crazier..
Hug me sometimes because that's my safehouse and am not willing to let it go. Ever..
.. Call my name. It reminds me that always be there for me as I will always be there for you... ..
... Write me a letter sometimes, it reminds me of the promises I make to you...
.. Say you love me too because that's the only reason am sane.
Kiss me sometime, remind me that I'll always be yours and you'll always be mine...
.. Wake me up and remind me that you'll always stay even when I go off track.. . Because I'll always forever stay to be yours till eternity.
© 2019 Amani Utembu
Carol on April 30, 2019:
And i call yoi my best poet..you're going far sweety
BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on April 29, 2019:
You have a way of expressing words.