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If You Have to Watch the Sunset Alone

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I don't think I can write love letters like I used to any more. I honestly don't want to imagine how you react when I write to you, I just want to be there and say it in person.
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I tell the people around me about you and they think am mad or crazy or probably just love sick,or insecure over the fact that I may lose someday. But it's just my way to keep my heart smiling while you are away. .
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Sometimes I just remember crazy things you did and I find myself laughing out loud like a man gone crazy. I remember things you said and I find myself hugging on my pillows. I remember dates we shared then I find myself closing my eyes on it. I remember the late night calls and messages and I just smile.
And it all seems like yesterday.
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You already know that I love you, now till forever. You know I pray for you so that I'd be able to see you smile everyday. I'll do just about anything to make sure you are mine forever.
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Ill never get used to being normal around you, not when you give me reasons to feel safe even when am troubled. I'll never get tired of seeing you every single day. I'll never grow tired of saying I love you. I'll never get tired of being with you.

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If you have to see the sunset all alone, know am watching it too and am thinking about you.
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I know have said it over a million times, and I really mean it,I love you.
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© 2019 Amani Utembu

Comments

Charity mukonyo on April 01, 2019:

A great read,flowing inspiring