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I NEED TO GO.

Amani is a university student who loves writing. I have been writing since I was twelve. I love writing.

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Am done being around fake all the time..
... All the fake smiles I have to put on and act like am okay...
Am tired of always saying sorry just so you can stay . Am done being wrong all the time.
..Am done crying over you all the time, my eyes have had enough..
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Am done fighting for us while all you ever think about is you..
Am done lying to myself that fate is a thing...
Am just done...
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Am sick of being the one whose always coming through for you,.... I just can't no more..
Am done lying to myself, "tommorow will be different, it will be better "... It's never been. ..
. Am done having a bleeding heart... Am done bruising myself..
... Am done believing in fairy tales. Am done believing children stuff.
..... .
Am tired of trying to make it work...
.. Am tired of holding hands..
Am tired of looking at lying eyes..
Am tired of being.....
..... .
... Am tired of staying. Am tired of wasting your time.
... .
.. Am sorry but I really need to go....
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