There are things I wish to tell you everytime I look at you, but I honestly don't know what happens. I get lost in your eyes all the time.
By now you've already figured out am not really that good at talking much, I really suck at making you know you mean alot to me.
. Sometimes I try reading my own thoughts and it's almost impossible.
I wanna tell you that I love you and that you are amazing. I wanna tell your that your smile makes my heart beat a lil bit faster. I want to tell you that I feel lucky with you around me.. And then you wink at me and I forget everything I want to tell you.
And as weird as it may be, I miss you even when am with you. And please forgive me for not reminding you that you make me happy, you are the reason I do the many things I do. Forgive me for the many times I don't show up on time.
I don't think there is anyway I could really express myself in a way you'd understand. To me, am still trying to to understand why am so lucky. I won't lie, it feels like a dream come true. Sometimes it's like am still in that dream and I don't wanna wake up.
So sometimes just hug me when I run out of words to say to you.
If I say " I love you " even the world would know am lying because what i feel for you is just more than these four letters . If it has to be love, then it's whatever " love " calls love..
I know am bad at writing love letters, but am hoping that your heart understands that. I know the roses don't count, but I hope my touches reveal how much I need you.
I even forgot that I was writing about things I want to tell you . I just can't exhaust all of them all... But I what I really want you to know is I more than just love you.
... You special...
© 2019 Amani Utembu
Amani Utembu (author) from Nairobi -Kenya on April 08, 2019:
Yes Cynthia, friendship comes first.
Cynthia Zirkwitz from Vancouver Island, Canada on April 07, 2019:
Hi there! If I were the object of your affection I would really be touched by this pronouncement-- especially if you are already good friends-- friendship comes first I believe.
John Hansen from Gondwana Land on April 04, 2019:
A heartfelt and beautiful expression of “more than just love.” Thanks for sharing.
Amani Utembu (author) from Nairobi -Kenya on April 04, 2019:
Thank you for reading my work. Am deeply humbled.
Charity Mukonyo Utembu on April 04, 2019:
Great read,love is a wonderful thing
BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on April 04, 2019:
Great read! It is wonderful to feel like this but you need to take time to actually express this to the one you love.
Jamie Lee Hamann from Reno NV on April 04, 2019:
Such an authentic declaration of love! Thank you. Jamie