Because I'm Not

My heart,
Please, be calm
The way you running around inside my chest
Will give me harm

My heart,
Be still!
I knew I gave you too much
I knew I keep pushing you back too hard

But my mind keeps denying the pain
And strongly embracing the anger inside
Along with bittersweet hate
When love got rejected too much

My heart, be strong
Because I'm not!
Because I'm not
Because I'm not...