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Allowing Suspended Euphoria

I have stumbled across a new passion: writing. It is proving to be insightful and rewarding.


The sky is falling up and sinking into a great gaping vacuum of white light.
The moon is there, too, along with the sun and thousands of other suns and stars, even galaxies. I’m floating in a suspended state, can’t move but can see and experience everything around me. I am lost in a moment of surreal euphoria, which is very pleasant to experience. I like this place, I thought.

I perceive others with their souls, spirits, minds, thoughts, and all the conscience thoughts they’ve ever had. Nothing can be hidden in this fantastic white light.
It is fluid truth, linear authenticity, valid justice, loving righteousness, honest reality.

This is where energy is renewed for another adventure along the time line. I am aware of loving conscience thoughts that carry me on my path, onto my ultimate goal. I am learning what I knew before, what I have forgotten. I just want to remember what I used to know. The all knowing source of knowledge, love, life, light, is continually passing information to me through my dreams.

I sense I am being taught valuable lessons for my future. Or is it my past? Do we regress to transform forward? How do we assimilate the lessons? I know it is all good and fills me with knowing, like an ‘all knowing’ knowledge. Am I communing with God? The angels cross my path every so often. They come to impart a message of hope for my lowly heart.

What signs am I missing? Am I looking the other way in denial? Am I letting fear get the best of me? I’m above that now. I can’t let fear lead me in circles again.

It’s knowing I’m being consistent in loving life, myself and accomplishing things with help. I’m asking for and receiving help.

Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:

For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh
findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened. -Matthew 7: 7-8

“And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose” - Romans 8:28.

With love like that who can go wrong? Who is with us is not against us. "Whoever is not against us is for us" (Luke 9:50; Mark 9:40).

© 2020 Laurie S Novak